Our feelings can come in different ways be not it positive nor negative. What really matters is how it presents itself. Every morning when we say our prayers and rosary, we pray for God’s protection, provision, mercy and love. I read in books about love, I saw in movies what the word 'love' could mean. Maybe it is real, perhaps it does not exist. Although, I heard and learned at the same time that 'Mr LOVE' is very rare. It’s all about ideologies and individual definitions. As for me, it is something more than the above discussed.
I can't afford to give a candid account of my early stages in life but the little that was said still breathes. Back in the days when I was young (between the ages of 3&4), I only knew and cherished a man whom I called dad. I honour and respected him so much that even in his absence, I feel his presence too. I can bring to mind nicely the very day I lost something in me, which was the first time I met my biological father. It seems more like those lines rendered in Hollywood movies. It was a hard nut for me to crack then. However, it would interest you to know that it took me a decade and half to rapport whole-heartedly with my own dad.
Life they say is a circle, we move from youth to age and from age to death. This life could be as sweet as honey and as lifeless or cold as death itself. One would be wondering why do death exist, but trust me; it started from genesis (Adam and Eve) so said a friend. I wish the entire world would accept to do without these dates September 15-16 2007 because my stepdad was murdered on these dates. To you, it could be history but my humble self never will welcome history in this form.
He has gone to his eternal account but the only historic thing he did before he died was to name the individuals involved. I know that you have gone to where comfort, satisfaction, wisdom, moral and justice shall abound in resolute hope and faith. On the other hand, you will forever remain ever green in our memory because human beings are hatched, marched, dispatched and we grew up to found and became fond of ourselves in many respect.
May the souls of the faithful departed through the mercy of the Lord rest in peace...Amen